Ok so, I just realized that There is the biggest chance that I might get into college. (the college i want) but omg!! I'm so nervous! It drives me crazy! AHHH! OMG! like it's crazy or something! Well I am crazy! of course but, wow man! I just never thought college would come so soon! It's like I never knew this could happen. It's truly crazy!
I watched some candidates last night from NH. I never really understood how people get so swooned by these people. But thenby watching in, they pull you in with promises that everyone wants and Needs. It's like "Uh thats not going to happen I doubt it." But right now Obama has my vote. He seems sincere, but I'll have to watch him closer to look for any cracks in his argument. If there is then I so will not vote for him.
AOL has posted a article on what games aren't for children! What? like 'Rated M' isn't clear enough or E for everyone isn't. People are idiots. I mena who can't tell what is good or bad for their children! It isn't hard! OMG!
LOL look at this video! This shit is so weird! LOL! But try to guess what somg it is before the middle!
I'm in alll slashy mood, And BLAHH! I can just keep going and going and going and going. But YEHAHHHHH!
The elections are coming up soon and I Do't know if I will vote. It's really irratating But there is nobody catching my interest. Until that I will not vote. It really sucks Ya know. People want to be president so bad but they never hold up to what they say during the campaign. It's disgusting really.
Now this clip is funny, but my sister says I am GLitch ( the one ramabling about dancing) It just like wow. I'm like that sometimes. That is sad.
Hopefully everyone reading this gets the law on Inertia? An object in motion stays in Motion and an object at rest ETC. Well going along with my last entry (which I deleted) IF I STAY THINKING ABOUT WHAT I LEFT BEHIND I WILL GET NO WHERE! SINCE I DON'T WANT TO BE THE ONLY PERSON TRYING TO KEEP IN TOUCH! SO TO THOSE WHO THINK EVERYTHING I WRITE IS A FUCKING PITY PARTY, BITE ME!
I DON'T CARE IF YOU WERE OFFENDED, I DON'T CARE IF I'M A PESSIMIST, THAT I ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BAD SIDE. BUT LIFE ISN'T ALL DEW DROPS AND CANDY. UNLIKE MOST PEOPLE I'VE HAD SOME SERIOUS REALITY CHECKS LATELY.
SINCE I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO GET THROUGH TO ME, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE UPFRONT. BECAUSE I KNOW THE FACTS AND I DON'T CARE.
YOU. AREN'T. ME! SO YOU KNOW WHAT, DON'T TELL ME TO CALL PEOPLE WHEN THEY OBVIOUSLY DON'T HAVE TIME TO TALK! DON'T TELL ME TO DRIVE DOWN WHEN I'VE TOLD AT LEAST TWELVE OF MY FRIENDS THAT I DON'T HAVE A CAR.
PROBLEM SOLVED MY ASS!!!
School starts this week, and I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm not an East geek anymore. And I don't have my friends to back me up (physically) I doubt anybody reads this! It's just completely stupid for me to create a site that no one looks at. But I guess it makes me feel better you know. Like I have a purpose. But GOD I just miss having people to hang out with!
I was listening to the Nickel Creek Song 'When you come back down" and I realized it was telling me to just move forward. And I have to look to the future without mourning the past. Here are the Lyrics.
You got to leave me now, you got to go alone
You got to chase a dream, one that's all your own
Before it slips away
When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to every lonely song
That you learn to play
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there
When you come back down
When you come back down
I'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return
My greatest fear will be that you will crash and burn
And I won't feel your fire
I'll be the other hand that always holds the line
Connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine
I'm strung out on that wire
And I'll be on the other end, To hear you when you call
Angel, you were born to fly, If you get too high
I'll catch you when you fall
I'll catch you when you fall
[Bridge:]
Your memory's the sunshine every new day brings
I know the sky is calling
Angel, let me help you with your wings
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there
When you come back down
Take every chance you dare,
I'll still be there
When you come back down
When you come back down
I had this revelation today. I don't think I'll ever be married or in love. I mean Apparently I'm too ugly for people to love me. But people are always like, "OH don't say that! I love you!" But it's a friends love, not...love love? Oh well. Hn.
I'm currently talking to my sister on the phone about her playing KH2. and trying to beat Cerberus in the underworld tournament. And she thinks she needs a tactical nuclear weapon to kill him. Because she can't beat him. I gave up after the first try, so I don't know how to help her.
These are two conversations between me and my friend Steve and me and my friend Sara!! LOL
<b>STEVE</B>
YaRiGaBrOw (9:28:18 PM): AH ITS U
LadyFate28 (9:28:59 PM): AH ITS U!
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:00 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:01 PM): sup?
LadyFate28 (9:29:16 PM): just finished a movie...
LadyFate28 (9:29:18 PM): u
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:35 PM): just finished the covenant
LadyFate28 (9:29:54 PM): that is a good movie
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:54 PM): it was
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:57 PM): weotch!
LadyFate28 (9:30:03 PM): wow
YaRiGaBrOw (9:30:08 PM): its from the movie
LadyFate28 (9:30:26 PM): i know
LadyFate28 (9:31:26 PM): I'm SO freakin bored up here in NY
YaRiGaBrOw (9:31:32 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (9:31:37 PM): same here in the poconos
LadyFate28 (9:31:54 PM): at least you get to SEE people...
LadyFate28 (9:32:04 PM): I just get to see my crazy aunt who should DIE YaRiGaBrOw (9:32:06 PM): lol
LadyFate28 (9:32:51 PM): she said I should foreget everyone down in PA...because they weren't good friends...I wanted to dropkick her ass
YaRiGaBrOw (9:33:09 PM): oh
LadyFate28 (9:35:19 PM): yep
YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:16 PM): omg my friend and i we want to reinact the matrix on mainstreet in stroudsburg
LadyFate28 (10:24:28 PM): OH wow...
YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:35 PM): ill wear a trenchcoat and shell wear a leather suit YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:47 PM): and well be on cellphones and ill direct her to a phone booth
YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:53 PM): and ill show up there b4 her
YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:58 PM): and well pretend to fight
LadyFate28 (10:25:23 PM): right now I am sad to know you
LadyFate28 (10:25:27 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:25:26 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:27:49 PM): i am watching matrix spoofs now
YaRiGaBrOw (10:27:54 PM): thats how bored i am
LadyFate28 (10:29:06 PM): wow...
YaRiGaBrOw (10:29:07 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:29:13 PM): some of them r pretty good
LadyFate28 (10:29:33 PM): I've see nsome funny animated ones LadyFate28 (10:29:34 PM): LOL
YaRiGaBrOw (10:30:52 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:02 PM): a day with trinity and neo
LadyFate28 (10:31:20 PM): oh god, that sounds kind of scary
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:31 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:42 PM): trinity making breakfast
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:45 PM): neo comes down
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:54 PM): and she gets scared
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:57 PM): of a mouse
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:59 PM): and goes eek
YaRiGaBrOw (10:32:06 PM): and he goes whoa
YaRiGaBrOw (10:32:25 PM): the end
LadyFate28 (10:33:14 PM): -_-; wow
YaRiGaBrOw (10:33:14 PM): i kno
LadyFate28 (10:33:30 PM): people need serious lives here
YaRiGaBrOw (10:33:33 PM): yes they do
YaRiGaBrOw (10:33:35 PM): so do we
YaRiGaBrOw (10:34:09 PM): big time
LadyFate28 (10:36:10 PM): so, we are the greatest people ever...we don't need lives...lives are for yellowbellies (I've been watching too much Fairly Odd Parents when I babysit)
YaRiGaBrOw (10:36:13 PM): lol
LadyFate28 (10:50:00 PM): brb
YaRiGaBrOw (10:50:01 PM): k
LadyFate28 (10:51:29 PM): back
YaRiGaBrOw (10:51:37 PM): kk
LadyFate28 (11:28:29 PM): bye
<b>SARA</b>
My sister Melly is such a user. I mean fucking seriously she only need us (her family) if she needs money or something. It pisses me off.
This is a piece of one of my and my sister's (beth) conversation.
LadyFate28 (12:33:47 PM): r u still gonna help mel w/ the storage unit Tauri911 (12:34:18 PM): she should know the answer so I don't even know why she's asking
LadyFate28 (12:34:38 PM): ??
LadyFate28 (12:36:08 PM): mel might be comin back through PA tonight Tauri911 (12:37:35 PM): and?
LadyFate28 (12:38:28 PM): IDk
Tauri911 (12:38:41 PM): I'm sorry but it seems like the only time she knows me at all is if she needs money
LadyFate28 (12:39:18 PM): yeah i know
Tauri911 (12:39:16 PM): its fucking bull shit
LadyFate28 (12:39:42 PM): yeah, I hate it
I know, its quite impossible to think, I mean I have my entire future in front of me and well...::sigh:: I don't know what I will do. Because I know I have friends, family a roof over my head and well an education. But I don't have peace of mind. And if you don't have that, you've got nothing. So... what's the answer? That's what I keep asking myself. What's it all about? You know what I mean? Probably not...You see my thinking is if you got the best life anything or anyone could provide and you still question yourself, what is that 'best' you have. When you don't even know if that is what you want. I know what I want and I know I can't have it but, seriously what's the answer?
