I was listening to the Nickel Creek Song 'When you come back down" and I realized it was telling me to just move forward. And I have to look to the future without mourning the past. Here are the Lyrics.
You got to leave me now, you got to go alone
You got to chase a dream, one that's all your own
Before it slips away
When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to every lonely song
That you learn to play
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there
When you come back down
When you come back down
I'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return
My greatest fear will be that you will crash and burn
And I won't feel your fire
I'll be the other hand that always holds the line
Connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine
I'm strung out on that wire
And I'll be on the other end, To hear you when you call
Angel, you were born to fly, If you get too high
I'll catch you when you fall
I'll catch you when you fall
[Bridge:]
Your memory's the sunshine every new day brings
I know the sky is calling
Angel, let me help you with your wings
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there
When you come back down
Take every chance you dare,
I'll still be there
When you come back down
When you come back down
I had this revelation today. I don't think I'll ever be married or in love. I mean Apparently I'm too ugly for people to love me. But people are always like, "OH don't say that! I love you!" But it's a friends love, not...love love? Oh well. Hn.
I'm currently talking to my sister on the phone about her playing KH2. and trying to beat Cerberus in the underworld tournament. And she thinks she needs a tactical nuclear weapon to kill him. Because she can't beat him. I gave up after the first try, so I don't know how to help her.
These are two conversations between me and my friend Steve and me and my friend Sara!! LOL
<b>STEVE</B>
YaRiGaBrOw (9:28:18 PM): AH ITS U
LadyFate28 (9:28:59 PM): AH ITS U!
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:00 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:01 PM): sup?
LadyFate28 (9:29:16 PM): just finished a movie...
LadyFate28 (9:29:18 PM): u
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:35 PM): just finished the covenant
LadyFate28 (9:29:54 PM): that is a good movie
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:54 PM): it was
YaRiGaBrOw (9:29:57 PM): weotch!
LadyFate28 (9:30:03 PM): wow
YaRiGaBrOw (9:30:08 PM): its from the movie
LadyFate28 (9:30:26 PM): i know
LadyFate28 (9:31:26 PM): I'm SO freakin bored up here in NY
YaRiGaBrOw (9:31:32 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (9:31:37 PM): same here in the poconos
LadyFate28 (9:31:54 PM): at least you get to SEE people...
LadyFate28 (9:32:04 PM): I just get to see my crazy aunt who should DIE YaRiGaBrOw (9:32:06 PM): lol
LadyFate28 (9:32:51 PM): she said I should foreget everyone down in PA...because they weren't good friends...I wanted to dropkick her ass
YaRiGaBrOw (9:33:09 PM): oh
LadyFate28 (9:35:19 PM): yep
YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:16 PM): omg my friend and i we want to reinact the matrix on mainstreet in stroudsburg
LadyFate28 (10:24:28 PM): OH wow...
YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:35 PM): ill wear a trenchcoat and shell wear a leather suit YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:47 PM): and well be on cellphones and ill direct her to a phone booth
YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:53 PM): and ill show up there b4 her
YaRiGaBrOw (10:24:58 PM): and well pretend to fight
LadyFate28 (10:25:23 PM): right now I am sad to know you
LadyFate28 (10:25:27 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:25:26 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:27:49 PM): i am watching matrix spoofs now
YaRiGaBrOw (10:27:54 PM): thats how bored i am
LadyFate28 (10:29:06 PM): wow...
YaRiGaBrOw (10:29:07 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:29:13 PM): some of them r pretty good
LadyFate28 (10:29:33 PM): I've see nsome funny animated ones LadyFate28 (10:29:34 PM): LOL
YaRiGaBrOw (10:30:52 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:02 PM): a day with trinity and neo
LadyFate28 (10:31:20 PM): oh god, that sounds kind of scary
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:31 PM): lol
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:42 PM): trinity making breakfast
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:45 PM): neo comes down
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:54 PM): and she gets scared
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:57 PM): of a mouse
YaRiGaBrOw (10:31:59 PM): and goes eek
YaRiGaBrOw (10:32:06 PM): and he goes whoa
YaRiGaBrOw (10:32:25 PM): the end
LadyFate28 (10:33:14 PM): -_-; wow
YaRiGaBrOw (10:33:14 PM): i kno
LadyFate28 (10:33:30 PM): people need serious lives here
YaRiGaBrOw (10:33:33 PM): yes they do
YaRiGaBrOw (10:33:35 PM): so do we
YaRiGaBrOw (10:34:09 PM): big time
LadyFate28 (10:36:10 PM): so, we are the greatest people ever...we don't need lives...lives are for yellowbellies (I've been watching too much Fairly Odd Parents when I babysit)
YaRiGaBrOw (10:36:13 PM): lol
LadyFate28 (10:50:00 PM): brb
YaRiGaBrOw (10:50:01 PM): k
LadyFate28 (10:51:29 PM): back
YaRiGaBrOw (10:51:37 PM): kk
LadyFate28 (11:28:29 PM): bye
<b>SARA</b>
My sister Melly is such a user. I mean fucking seriously she only need us (her family) if she needs money or something. It pisses me off.
This is a piece of one of my and my sister's (beth) conversation.
LadyFate28 (12:33:47 PM): r u still gonna help mel w/ the storage unit Tauri911 (12:34:18 PM): she should know the answer so I don't even know why she's asking
LadyFate28 (12:34:38 PM): ??
LadyFate28 (12:36:08 PM): mel might be comin back through PA tonight Tauri911 (12:37:35 PM): and?
LadyFate28 (12:38:28 PM): IDk
Tauri911 (12:38:41 PM): I'm sorry but it seems like the only time she knows me at all is if she needs money
LadyFate28 (12:39:18 PM): yeah i know
Tauri911 (12:39:16 PM): its fucking bull shit
LadyFate28 (12:39:42 PM): yeah, I hate it