I know, its quite impossible to think, I mean I have my entire future in front of me and well...::sigh:: I don't know what I will do. Because I know I have friends, family a roof over my head and well an education. But I don't have peace of mind. And if you don't have that, you've got nothing. So... what's the answer? That's what I keep asking myself. What's it all about? You know what I mean? Probably not...You see my thinking is if you got the best life anything or anyone could provide and you still question yourself, what is that 'best' you have. When you don't even know if that is what you want. I know what I want and I know I can't have it but, seriously what's the answer?

I have never really been known as being the most caring person in the world. But I cannot help but be angry at the way, Bush has been treating the American public. He wishes to take our RIGHTS away! Banning Gay Marriage will bring an uprise like he has never seen. But the worse of it is The no child left behind act. Soon the generation that has been subject to this act will graduate, me being one of them and they will rise against the government. Because we may be teenagers, but we are the smartest and the most tactful I have ever seen. More people in the last two years have gone to college, and Bush will take credit for it. But I know one thing. Most of my friends, around the country have had enough. And if we have to do, what we have to do. Then so be it, we shall bring hell.

 Man I really want to see Equus I've been reading about it since I was about fifteen. When my sister was throwing a fit about the plot. But It's sounds pretty interesting if you ask me. Daniel Radcliffe now plays as  Alan Strang.  It  seems sort of strange and enchanting at the same time! Maybe thats because I'm a little strange or just crazy. But who knows. I don't see why people were so aghast at the though of "Harry Potter"  being naked on stage.  But what that says to me is that he is very open to different roles. I have to be fine with just reading about it though.  

So here I am, typing away. I just read some fanfiction and I am quite bored. I didn't have to babysit the Satan children today! I was So Happy, their parents took them with them to the golf tournament, which I think was stupid. Hana is probably rolling in the grass pissing off her mom. Geez  people  got a brain!!???  Any way  I was at the opening of Harry Potter right, and this lady dressed completely in pink was like "I'm a death eater!" I wanted to cry because I had a dream a couple of night before the book came out. Where we were doing the Harry Potter Musical and  yeah crazy lady wanted me, who was playing a death eater to wear pink. So I got to say my line in real life. I yelled "DEATH EATERS DON'T WEAR PINK!!" me who was decked out in all green and grey. I was also interviewed and put in the Post standard. Isn't that cool? God death eater plus pink. I think I'm scarred for life.

Hey since this is my first blog on here, I don't know if anybody will read it!! But I'm so happy to have made my site!! Geez It took long enough! I love the banner I made too...thats what life is like I think! Well I read Harry Potter 7 and it was great! My two favorite characters died! TT_TT but I will go on!